very pathetic

Was going to heat up food for dinner while waiting for hubby to return from work. But he only reached home around 8pm+ last night due to massive jam on the bridge again. I dread for today's jam. Was having this thought, it's a good thing i'm not a housewife. I dun like to have to wait for hubby for dinner every night & i dun like watching Astro all day long. If i'm going to be a full time housewife, i want to have my own laptop & internet connection at home to blog blog blog whole day long and earn more $$$. People are making averagely USD3K monthly but i'm only accumulating my first USD1K. Sad isn't?

no peace

After the marching rehersal yesterday, i took half day to sleep at home but mil insisted she cooked and brought over food for lunch and dinner. Now you know why i'm gaining weight like nobody's business. There are a few potato buns in my fridge and half tupperware of rice. I wanted to sleep as early as 2pm but the workers in the house next door were doing renovation and the noises drove me nuts. Ended up muching on food and watching Astro while browsing the movies in my computer. It was until 4pm when i finally slept but was woken up but the stupid drilling sound again. Now i'm having headache due to lack of sleep from yesterday morning & this morning. Iskh!!!!

i just love him

Hubby has been very patient with me since.....since even before we got married? Though sometimes he loses his cool and treats me like a piece of glass. Of cos lar, i love to test his patience. Anyway, he has been very kind to drive me to & fro SP for my grandpa's funeral everyday since Sunday. He knows very well i'm super kepo & i love laujuak area even though in-laws have asked us try not to go that often. Too bad lar, I'm the type that if i want to do something & you want to act smart and tell me otherwise, i'll brush you off rudely or politely depending on your status. So today we will stay overnight in SP and taking a day off from work tomorrow. Mum says the cook will be cooking vegetarian laksa tonight *drooling*. But i can't take laksa :( Nevermind, can be like the hungry ghosts, stand aside and smell :P Hubby will smack me if i tell him this, tam ciak wife :P :P

surprise!!

I have a news to break in September. Knowing that i'm a very impatient person, it's an ordeal for me to keep this for so long. Let's just wait another week.

*to be continued...

last min plan

Yesterday at 11am, hubby called to inform he had to go outstation right away as he needs to monitor on his proj closely. $#@@!@!!!!! I had to go marching yesterday & i didn't bring any extra clothes along. What to do, i passed him the house keys so that he could dropby home to pack his things while i drive back to mum's place to overnight. Called mum and informed her about this sudden plan but she is okay with it. It's just me. I can borrow everything from her except certain things like...girl's stuff mah. Mum says not to worry, can always shop at the shopping complex near her place. So mafan and i dun like it. But his work comes first...no choice.

i laugh when i like it

Sometimes when i feel like ignoring everybody at home, i would pretend to not listening to their conversation and concentrate hard on the tv as if the show is so interesting, even during advertisement break :p I'm a very temperamental person. When i'm in the mood, i can joke and talk nonsense with you. Otherwise, everybody else is transparent to me. Hubby knows me very well but not in-laws. Sometimes, they will crack a joke and expect everybody to laugh along with them, which i oblige when i like it, just to give face. When you're forced to laugh, you will use up a lot of muscles on your face, tiring. "Heehee...heehee...heehee" Very funny meh??

disturb and die

Have you ever felt like boxing the person in front of you the moment he/she opens his/her mouth? The sound of their laughter pissed you off. Even the moment they start to speak makes you feel like bashing them up. That bad.

he's in pain, can you all see?

We sent ah kong to the private medical center cum retirement home last week. Doc from LWE said that it's not suitable to put ah kong at home as he is now on RT feeding (every 3hours) and oxygen. The place is quite spacious but situated off the main road. Ah kong is put into a room of 4 persons since he is very afraid of being left alone & afraid of the dark. His both hands are still tied up to prevent him from pulling off the oxygen & RT feeding tubes. He is still aware of what's happening around him, but just couldn't recognize everybody including his own kids & grandchildren. Due to not able to eat solid food, he is getting weaker and weaker. No water intake thru mouth too to avoid water flowing into his totally collapsed right lung. It's a very pathetic sight. Sunken eyes & cheek, boney legs and arms. When he coughed, you could see him in pain looking at the expression on his face. My frens suggested that we recite prayers for him to leave peacefully. But dad's siblings still insisted to prolong his life with giving him vitamins and energy booster liquid. What for???

201th post

This is my 201th post. Boy, i've ranted so much since Nov last year. And i've only made close to RM2K thru blogging since Apr/May. Not bad but not too good either. Who cares, i blog for fun :P I've engaged with a few sponsors who pay me well, but a few which i dun really get a lot of opps from. Nevertheless, i'm still trying to keep blogging on my life and once in a while you can see lot's of sponsored posts too, when i'm in the mood to blog for money.

Hubby is outstation today so will overnight at mum's place for a night or 2 or 3. There is a gathering in Autocity together with hubby's frens. Wondering is the Double Good there is as good as the Double Good in Penang.