great disappointment

Nothing can describe my feeling now. I missed something and now i'm feeling very disappointed & lost. I just accept the fact that i lost it. It's not exactly that serious but somehow i just want to be left alone and be sad about it now. No words could comfort me now. Just leave me alone.

Not to forget, i dreamt about the mango tree in our house bear not only mangoes; it bears grapes, pears & apples too. 4 kind of fruits on the same tree, what's the meaning of my dream?